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Friday, August 15, 2008 { 5:49 PM }

okay . is time to blog a proper post i guess .

it'd been so tiring these weeks.

visiting the hospital EVERY NIGHT .

till last sunday .

my grandma was discharge to fulfil her wish .

she left after struggling for 3 hours .

despite the fact that she should only struggle for 15 mins and leave peacefully.

i'm sure , this has proven me that she is strong.

she should have left long ago .

ever since she was diagnosed with kidney failure, she was told to be left with only 5 years.

she commited suicide once but failed .

and she carry on her life for more then ten years.

aren't her detemination strong ?

she survived and struggle till everyone is present in her room.

these years must have been tough on her .

she always has her bad temper .

she always scold and nag straight in your face .

all the time i thought that it was her character .

only recently when she left , then i know the reason behind it .

she remove her womb through an operation.
hence , she has an inbalance of hormones and she can't control her temper.

thus , i am strongly touched that she had changed throughout the years.

she has becme smeone very understanding despite being unable to control her emotions.

now, i am so proud of her !
the most impressive thing is , she actually told other's that she is proud of me ?!

when all these while i thought that she would blame me for being so busy.

but i know that she hate people to cry . she is always worried of us , especially meals.

i promise to be happy !

during these days , it brought me closer to my cousins too .
despite me being troublesome and noisy at times that my cousin can't or didn't dare to sleep .

but all of us had a great time together once again.

baiscally when we were ransacking the house, we found many CHILDHOOD PICTURES!

is darn cute, i can't even recognise myself at first. is all my paternal cousins.

try to spot me ? kind of easy actually. according to my cousins , it will definitely be the botak one . ='= my paternal grandma , i cant find a pictureof my paternal grandpa.