Saturday, March 29, 2008
{ 7:57 PM }
okok . hahahaa . i SHALL UPDATE OKAY :D
hmm . well went through the 3days Adam khoo's i'm gifted so are you workshop . spending 13 hours butt down for 3 days . is tiring . seriously , i almost slept at times . not that it is boring , just tat i am tired .
Well , the workshop was great ! why ? is cos we dun have to study for 3DAYS . but well , thats not the ultimate reason , is just part of it . for more information on wat we learn , i shall refer you ShuFen's LIVE JOURNAL . haha. though i went up to the stage and said my words ro my parents , but there were some missing details due to time constrain . DEAR MUMMY and DADDY , DADDY , firstly i am grateful , elated to see you here . i knew that is boring and tedious for you to sit there for 1 hour listening to the the trainer . i knew that you got to rush down from work . i didnt know until last night you told me that you are hungry but you waited for my turn to make my say . i THANK you for coming , for waiting patiently . seriously , i knew that this was my 2nd time my dad actually step into my school . the 1st time was my pri 6 graduation day and the 2nd time was yesterday. i knew that i've been asking for alot these years. is really a hard time having a child like me. the expenses on me is totally beyond your capabilities. yet without fail , you gave me the best . i hereby wish my daddy all the best for his buisness. i knew that this has been your dream . hwever , it was me the responsibility that you have to bear as a father , you didn't manage to succeed. i'm sorry. i also remeber last year , when i was so rude that i even said that i wanted to slap you . i'm sorry . this resulted a cold war between us for 3 months . i knew that i had say sorry so many time in my entire life , but i got to say i'm sorry again. being the only child , you gave me all ur love , pin all ur hopes on me and i actually did this to you .i also want to thank you for providing me all the best you can and forgiving me . ESPECIALLY for cming last night . i knew that you felt awkward standing up last night , but i want the entire world to know, you are my dad , i am proud of you and I LOVE YOU . Mummy- you are really the greatest mum on earth . no one can defeat you . you are so strong , you are the winner . although you had always been pessimistic and not doing well in life , but you are the BEST MUM , you performed ur role really well! other mum will have to go thru the pain of giving birth either thru natural birth or operation . is EITHER OR . but for my mum, just to give birth to me , she went thru BOTH of it . the doctor thought that she would do it naturally , however it faild and 3 days later she went thru the operation . other mums tolerated for only 10 months , but stubborn me was born 3days later . DURING the extra 3 days , my mum tried really hard to push me out. Not only that , my mum has been the MOST PROTECTIVE MUM on earth . due to the fact of only child , she was very protective over me . i used to blame her for that . i'm sorry mummy . she did this all cos she love me . how can i do this to her ? if i am not going to appreciate and love her , then who will ? she gave up her meals , just for me to attend all the lessons i wanted , buying the things i want and giving me the BEST she could give. yet , i did not appreciate it . i always talk back to her , anger her in the ways i could . i am just like a hopeless kid . i'm sorry , i thank you for doing all this for me . the unconditional love you gave me , is smth i cant repay all in my life . mummy , i am really proud of you . cos you are so noble . mummy I LOVE YOU . seriously speaking , both my parents gave birth to me at a young age . they had to gave up their freedom at an early age . both of the aren't highly educated , hence to afford an expensive kid like me , they would need to work like a bull . yet , in my entire life (except last night ) have never told them how much i love them . i am really Glad that i went up on stage to let everyone know who's my parents , and i LOVE THEM . to my friends- to people who did not know that i attended adam khoo's workshop . DUN worry , i am not commitng suicide . i am perfectly fine. i just wanted to tell you how much i thank you and love you . being the only child , i have no siblings to confine to , i only have friends . yet you pple did not fail to be there for me . i really appreciate it and thank you guys . despite me being irratating , crazy and moodswing . you guys still care for me . i really love you guys. you know who you are . okay . :D thanks pple. I LOVE YOU! to syahirah- STAY STRONG , i am really touched . you are my heroine! i idolize ur courage . :Dthanks wan ting and kwai ga for helpiing me to achieve my chance of say up there . THANKS ALOT . okay , if i got to thank everyone . the list will never end . THANKS EVERYONE . i LOVE ALL OF YOU!