Tuesday, March 11, 2008
{ 9:50 PM }
at the very start , when i was st ill a kid, wheneveri dun get what i want , i will complain and claim that this world is so unfair , why am i not born in with a silver spoon .
only when i start to grew older , i see the world clearer , i realise that i am very lucky . to have my a pair of loving parents and try their best to give me wat i want . and i believe that wat i have is the best .
only recently, i found myself so wrong . i dun even know what i do is right. why is my family evolving to such state . it looks good on the outside , but you never know whats happening in the inside . i tried my best . probably once again i went overboard , i was naive , childish . you thought this was a child play. but i really try my best . no matter wat you instruct , i tried to help . but i really have limited knowledge to such stuffs . how i wish , i would be more knowledgable to solve all this problem .
one is stubborn , naive to a certain extent , impulsive yet courageous trying his best , putting al his efforts
while another one is negative thinker , worried -sick , little knowedge too with impulse but careful and win for sure .
i mean this is wat i see . i have no idea . i really dun want to bother . just concentrating on what's my responsibility as a child .
i also realised ppl treat you cos of ur position ot who you really are . cos this life , this reality . pple are realistic . aall of a sudden i find myself being such a level 1 leader . pple respect you cos of ur position . isnt tat a great failure ?