Wednesday, February 06, 2008
{ 6:09 PM }
well , now is like cny new year eve already. 1 mth passed , lesser days to o levels, and in 2 weeks time is common test. seriously , i find myself super no life saying this for the past entire month . awww.that's bad . well today was the celebration etc. follow by going to gin house . hey gin i am addicted to that okay . :D and bak to grandma house for reunion dinner. alright . hapy new year to all . didn't manage to visit khs is cos there's no time ! well, leaving singapore tmr . dun miss me kay . :P when i sat down and think, i just happen to think of the worst . will this be my last chance spending my chinese new year with her ? will this be her last chinese newyear ? of course i wish this will never come true. but there is always an end . since young i m never close to her , cos i has never understood what she tried to say, however she is afterall my grandma .she had been through so many life tortures these decades ,she is really courageous. Despite knowing the fact that this may be the last few occasions i'm gonna spend with her , my dad stil chose to go overseas. only then , i wonder is there 'humanity' on earth ?
well , if you ask me why am i like this. i may say duno. out of my 16 years of life , being so helpless is really my 2nd time ? normal times , regardless anything, i will forget about it very quickly , once again this happen . i have no idea when will this end.