Friday, January 18, 2008
{ 6:03 PM }
another week past . aisyah is seriously counting down to o levels , which is like 276 days time . things getting tougher of course. like what miss tan says , 17 days has past , NOTHING just went right. Firstly , sec4s is just about test . test , test , test and still test. today math , tmr physic , the next day chem and we shall have english . endless test . Test cum homeworks cum IP. SUPER SERIOUSLY , i admit my mistake , i'm sorry for it. DISRESPECT and unable to control my emotions . THUS lesson learnt : 1) always put a greater picture in mind2) rationale before emotions3) do the right things at the right time the world is realistic.time past things change . after thinking and reflecting whatever everyone told me (teachers and P) sacrifices is needed, of course i've learn't many personal lessons too . why did i choose to take this up?obstacles and challenges . thats reality , thats life . i dun deny that i am not good , i may NOT even be the right candidate . but i am really trying . what's done can't be undone . what's taken up cant be un- taken up . there's still many things to learn , i am trying , experiencing my way out.
who dun make mistakes ? who dun face problems ? like what the motivation talker said, ' only dead ppl has no problems' at times i wonder . am i really matured enuf ? or am i still holding this chilidish mindset actually , tats y . . . . cos in the past , when i face such things , i wil just go bombard or sorts of things. well why am i saying all this ? is friday , this first weekend i have which is test-less. so i am really thinking . i just love FRIDAYS.