Thursday, January 31, 2008
{ 9:04 PM }
hello . .. . .
alright . . . . . . last night's syco pratice pratically 95% brain dead . not reacting to whatever is happening around me other then . . . . WAN TING's SMS!!!!
our sva got into the finals and now we have to VOTE. so people vote okay . :D
http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/voting_view.asp?v=71) you go the website
2) click here to vote
3) it only requires your ic number , email address , school ( only if you are still studying), age group. then VOTE !!!!
it would be better , if you get all your family members , relatives , neighbours and friends to vote !!! awww i super desperate cos tmr is the deadline . =)
well, upon knowing thatwe got into the finals, i was super suprised no doubt our video may not be the best , but at least we knew that our hardwork are recognised. HENCE , good job pple :D
regardless we get anything ,being into the FINALs is defintely a recognition for all of us ! :D
so vote or us okay !!! THANkyoU !!!!
all right . next studies. awwww i don't know what's in me . although recently ALL MY ReSULTS was patetheically bad . i am happy , NOT . no one will be happy , but at least i wasn't sad . however , this thing came across my mind . dropping of my sciences. is like i don't know the right decision to make . yet mr koh can just smile smile to me not giving any productive decision to do.
what do i want ? i don't know right now . i simply hate this.
next music . awww everything in my life got messed up . i haven'tbeen spending time practising . i need to get my piano grade 8 practical . although i cleared my ruan's examination but performance ?? other practices ? i can't possibly stop right there.
next PB . hello . whats your problem ? i have enuf nonsense from you . i tried to b myself , talk to you nicely , tried all my ways yet it went to deaf ears . i'm fine with that . maybe i am just not inflential enuf . however you accused me , i really hate that and it pissed me off . do you know your attitude has seriously irratated so many pple, even at those time when i was telling myelf to smile and let go ?
in the past i used to hate whatever the board exco , the vhp and hp ways of doing . i dun deny this factor . however ever since i 've tried. i understood why they did all this . my first instinct was that , pple hate their was of doing is cos they didn't understand,they don't know . this job is not meant to be like . challenges like that i've expected to face it . but am i going to overcome it ? i think i need to think about it .
forget it . i shall smile and continue to lead my life on .
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
{ 8:31 PM }
aawww .... o level's coming ? teachers are trying to drill that intensity into us? well , hope so it works . LOL . so sian . . . . sian in a sense not that i have nothing to do , but the things that i'm doing are getting boring ! awww. alright . yesterday . school lessons studies . the dfferent part was this china pple coming and there was syco practice last night . the play for the china pple was a total flop . i claimed it to be a flop , but no one believes. it had been months since i last played seriously ? follow by syco night. well , the conductor seems to be a nice guy but i was practically studying chem throughout . :P placing my chem textbook and worksheet on the music stand , with minhui guiding me along for CHEM . hey MINHUI THANKS LOADS. your chem is indeed impressive too. you should had continue to pursue chem instead. LOL . mind my craps . well , today after some conversation .i actually realised, i've been relying on people alot . i've been taking people for granted . i've been too pampered , throwing tantrums.is time for me to learn how to be independent instead. (sounds good but i still hope pple standing by me)oh ya . there's this interesting sec 1 came to tell eric that i'm fierce ! hey YEAH! i'm fierce. LOL . thanks your comment . hahahahax . yet mr yeo came to me and say, ' i know you are trying ur vry best to be serious.' but i think laughing is good kay . :D
Friday, January 25, 2008
{ 5:48 PM }
okay . will be posting about wednesday , cos it was FILL-ED day . lol .
alright . aisyah wan ting amelia and i went for HCI student councillor's investigure .
CONLUSION : fun . :)
oh ya , i want to make clear , on that day i brought that auntie bag is because i have many things to take ! i not auntie okay !!!! cos according to brandon ,' stella hor , ever since you become the head prefect, you more auntie leh."
HEY I NOT AUNTIE OKAY :D:D:D:D
cos that day i got PE , so i need to bring uniform , blazer cock shoes , then also syco shirt for syco orientation at night , then still got books . sooooooo heavy lor . . . so is like as if i am carrying some gold bars to hci .
so our journey to hci , the programmes were amazing , ao are their student leaders . i mean especially the part where they stand up . it reminds me of those days , in kong hwa CO , xu lao shi will make us practise for hours just to stand up neatly . i mean in the past i find it irratating to practise for hours , but now i see , i think is cool !
so we went for their school tour . i mean kranji and hci . theres nth i can compare . LOL . so our tour guide was cedric , and cedric fren . lol . so we went on touring many places and their cca .
hey , throughout this investigure , i met song sim (being part of the student councillor) , i also met yan lin , representing dunman high . i dun really recognize yan lin lor . so long le . muahahaha . i am like there to find friends. :D
what i love the MOST there was the CLOCK . their clock tower buliding thingy . so cool . it's a narrow spiral staircase . it's old . and many stories . is only open duno how many years once . i think is great lar ! so we climbed . it was also cedric and his fren's first time climbing up . the view there is so nice . . . . i just love it . .
me and amelia.
me, aisyah and wan ting .
me, amelia and wan ting .
amelia , aisyah and wan ting .
is quite dumb , cos were like taking ourselves !!! LOL .
here's me and my left and right !
finally the four of us got a picture together in their library . you know why i love that place? cos is air conditioned . LOL .
so here's us with our tourguide . :D
and here's our picture with another school . =) we make friends ther okay ! 
we are on the high clock building , viewing the nice sceneries.
here's the very cool spiral staircase. :D
is just us ! :D:D :D
then thats the end of the hci trip . follow by syco orientation .
so cool to see the syco pple back again . but at that point of time i was totally so tired that i didn't wait to take photo and went home . i was super tired lor ! alright . but is just cool . new conductor , yao shen shen . his 26 years old . thats super young .
well learnt many things . erm , still trying . looking at the o levels results of the seniors . i think . . . . . i am still thinking .. . haha . okok . gtg . bb =)
Friday, January 18, 2008
{ 6:03 PM }
another week past . aisyah is seriously counting down to o levels , which is like 276 days time . things getting tougher of course. like what miss tan says , 17 days has past , NOTHING just went right. Firstly , sec4s is just about test . test , test , test and still test. today math , tmr physic , the next day chem and we shall have english . endless test . Test cum homeworks cum IP. SUPER SERIOUSLY , i admit my mistake , i'm sorry for it. DISRESPECT and unable to control my emotions . THUS lesson learnt : 1) always put a greater picture in mind2) rationale before emotions3) do the right things at the right time the world is realistic.time past things change . after thinking and reflecting whatever everyone told me (teachers and P) sacrifices is needed, of course i've learn't many personal lessons too . why did i choose to take this up?obstacles and challenges . thats reality , thats life . i dun deny that i am not good , i may NOT even be the right candidate . but i am really trying . what's done can't be undone . what's taken up cant be un- taken up . there's still many things to learn , i am trying , experiencing my way out.
who dun make mistakes ? who dun face problems ? like what the motivation talker said, ' only dead ppl has no problems' at times i wonder . am i really matured enuf ? or am i still holding this chilidish mindset actually , tats y . . . . cos in the past , when i face such things , i wil just go bombard or sorts of things. well why am i saying all this ? is friday , this first weekend i have which is test-less. so i am really thinking . i just love FRIDAYS.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
{ 10:37 AM }
alright .
let me think . . . . last thursday , went to SP i was practically doing nth . alright . :P
but i was super interested in that glassy computer table in the dream house . i think is nice kay .=)
well , so what i want ? erm , thinking in progress. i have no idea . but i will not music my career, cos i dun want my passion to turn into my source of money machine . :D
yesterday,mdm yong showed us the china documentary thingy. the way the director scolded the farmers and actors just simply reminded me of those days , when i was under the tuletage of this teacher 'X' . well , i will not name who is he/she. i don't deny that he/she can be a good teacher. However i just couldn't tolerate her irratating attitude and sacarsam. those scoldings were seriously demoralising but i can't deny that truth simply always hurt.
it was KPVC meeting RIGHT after school then. with ALL the ME members. WHOA . simply i didn't know there are so many ME memebers. :D so they are actually divided. yeah . then , wan ting and me basically stayed to burn the SVA dvd . Meanwhile , we did some sec 2 level exco meeting . pple turned up , peishan , naomi , moses and li jie. while amelia came too . haha. so i basically told li jie , if you find amelia irrataitng , go outside and shout , ' amelia pon camp!' LOL .
well , we did thrash talk , we did crap , talk crap . Left with wan ting , me , moses and li jie . they simply played games . and seriously , i didn't know i MAC can play games ! :P
after all the crap , me and wan ting went round to de siao the UG pple .:P we went round to present those who helped us with SVA the DVD ! . so nice right , we present it to them :D
then , i did ALL MY MATH homework in school , and the four of us , went limbang continue to crap ! well , like what wan ting said , it reminds me of those time we crap with the other board exco etc lar . i just think is super nice to have these friends . =)
okay , i got to say this . i am fine with jokes , i can even don't care abt anything at times, but human do have limits. know the right time to do the right thing .
okay , gtg . cos test and test are coming up . never ending , tests.i'm busy, i'm tired, i'm sick .whenever i thought i dun need you anymore, you appeared.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
{ 8:55 PM }
at the start of sec 4 life . still trying to get use to it! remembering in the past , i always tend to look up just one level. but now! what i see is ROOFTOP. SUPER UNEASY . everyday gotta climb 4 levels , up and down .tiring , boring . people counting down to o levels . 280+++ days . i was just thinking, i am not really used to what i am now, mugging hard and everything. looking forward to the end of everything . but if one day when i finished my Os , leaving school , i will really miss school time. nvm shouldn't think so far and just persist . well okay , i was crapping . :D this week was sick , got home everday and just fall asleep. :Pokay , i've made my decision , DROPPING MUSIC . i mean for o levels , not as if i am giving up my ruan or piano . ='=so i can concentrate , if not i will be like missing every thurs IP . and no point getting a C6 too . although i find it quite ..... duno what to say . but i believe is okay . =) heard that the class is like left with 5 students . LOL . good luck then . anyway HAPPY BDAE TO JIETING and KEE WEI !!! :D
Saturday, January 05, 2008
{ 2:44 PM }
alright . didn't wanted to post but i think is fine ! :D
after being through this first week of school . school is no longer what i see , no longer how i feel . i find it a total disaster a total mess for me . well let me emphasize is for ME ! (so it doesn't really refering to the school okay)
however , this will not last ! :D i will promise , i am determine to do it well !
so i shall start off with the details =)
first day !
and ultra messy day , i also duno what am i doing too . hmmm.
2nd day ! it turns out little better . start lessons . and found out myself in like MS LAI's class for english . for those who don't know , ms lai was my idol since sec 1 . :D for what reason? i dun know too . hahax . well it should be something to be happy , but i find myself in a super wrong class ! and i use the word SUPER . the people around you are like , whoa whoa english students , as for me . is OH MY GOD ! alright , like what ms tang say , have trust in her to bring you to acheive ur goals ! well i told ms lai that i am stress by her high expectations , she told me that is A1 and 2 ONLY mah . . . . alright . no more complains , accept the fact and work hard .
3rd day
it turns out even better , but assembly was another ultra disaster . well had lessons . normal lessons . and doreen actually counted 294 days to o levels . well sense of urgency ? erm , i'm yet to feel it , but is like 20th oct or 22 oct i forgotten lar . so . .. .. just work hard , and achieve my desire results =)
at night was the oreintation in augaration speech . awww .... thanks for the support pple :D which includes teachers .. .. .. i dun deny that i was nervous at that time . erm it was a total different experince kay , i dun go up on stage to talk . so yeah =)
okay , so in between this three days , everything went chaotic , disastrous and simply messy . but i got to really thanks all the pple who happen to standby me and ecouraged me . THANKS ! i am determined to do it good ! well , not just saying hahax .
sadly of course , my grandma is currently in the hospitals at the ICU now , wishing her all the best and get well soon.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
{ 8:55 PM }
ALL RIGHT . had countdown party at zhao house !!!!
some regrets here , didn't manage to attend SYCO countdown at zhiwen house , but is okay , i told them to continue miss me :D
and didn't manage to stay overnite at zhao house too!!! awww .
but lets tok abt happy stuffs!
let me start off with the afternoon .
JEREMY: hey i am going zhao house at 3.30 , meeting jervin at 2 at eunos .
STELLA: dun wan lar . so early . my house so far , by the time i reach i will also be late.
JERMEY: go now lar .
so i happily got ready and wanted to leave .
when i reached zhao house , her sisters were like , jervin is upstairs playing com .
so ONLY JERVIN . then i ask where's jeremy?
and our VIP jeremy arrived at like 6?!?!?!??!?!
what a perfect timing lol .
and i was basically tortured by so many little kiddys!
and hey i did win dadi okay ! :D
finally follow by the arrival of YEE YIN YIKUN FIONA KIM AND ELINA WHOOTS!
whoa i love their paper fan ! i want it . i forgotten to bring it homse . haiz .
then follow by the arrival of hongliang and ian .
okay . so we went down for food .
i am hired for my plucking prawn shell job again .
however sadly it was a bad job done last night . :P
well , i've found my beloved , my darling last night at zhao's house . so is fiona . :D:D
fiona dun be jealous kay . cos i know ur darling dun wan you . haha .
okay now let me show you the scandalest couple of the day !
TADA! the scadalest couple ! zhaoying and jervin!
looking forward to see who's my darling ?!?!?! LOL he damn seet . keep helping me to do all the weird weird stuffs .
TADA ! well i dun even know his name , dun even know how old is he . erm . but i just know he is cute lar . haha.
and this is fiona's darling! hey fiona , he volunteered to take pictures with me de leh ! hahahaha.
then we played water bombs with balloons ?! i allied with huishia !
our first target , the HOST ! ZHAOYING ! basically the plan was , she placed the ballon on top of her unknowingly and i will poke it with my satay stick! NEXT , FIONA and basically she turn TRANSPARENT :P last but not least the one who saboed us , yushui .
and please lor , what kind of guys were those? guys cum UG GUYYs. disgracing UG ? afraid of water . LOL . one from BB , one from scout and one from NPCC . please lor ! even jeremy from CO can do better ! haiz . LOL . and they can actually run all the way to east shore hospital . fine . you win! hahax .
basically we did all sorts of nosensical stuffs . like dancing the butt dance on the road ? well we only dance when the car pass by ! ahahax . is seriously cool to siao with them ! and basically the cyclist was so damn shocked. LOL
okay . then soon is countdown-ing LOL . me and fiona was so high singing away . preparing ourselves ready for WAR !
see this UNGLAM SHOT OF HERS . stuffing all her snow spray in her clothings . awwww .....
fiona and kim playing fire sparkles . =)
well , when the war start , of course i needa save my hp , so no pictures ! haha . but i was badly suffered! yeah . but super super FUN . waiting for pictures from fiona .
and great yeeyin , went home just for countdown , when this is like a countodnw party?!
and when it hits 2oo8 , we officially celebrated our 5/10 years of anniversary! LOL .
so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL , and wishing everyone a GREAT YEAR AHEAD !
thanks zhaoying for organising such a fun thing ! and thanks for your clothes too uh . :D
