Friday, November 23, 2007
{ 8:08 PM }
okay... saw wan ting's 600th post , when this is only my 200th post . haha .
well , i don't think i am gonna post frequently in future bah . because of many many things lar . don't feel like saying . :P
after seeing pple's blog , pple are closing down blogs , like ERIC YAP/ DOREEN NEO . and after hearing about blogs from gin and ding ding today . i think i have plenty of thoughts ??? yeah...
to me , i do agree i did face ups and downs with my blog . i knew there's many things we can't say . and pple have blogs restricting people from reading ? erm i understand why lar , is privacy actually . so for the sake of privacy , i can seriously say that this blog may be a propaganda made by me . MUAHAHAHX . and i think so it is bah . therefore i see no meaning posting so much .
moreover , i believe in future more people will pick problems out of my thoughts . so forgive me for not expressing my thoughts kay ? i need some privacy , i need some freedom . =)
recently faced some ups and downs again . regardless anything . just many things . in terms of studies, leaderships stuffs , cca , music , family and even.... yar...
things seems to be solving gradually .
well studies , i'm sitting down , studying seriously already leh . even though not that frequent but i did it !
and leadership stuffs regardless prefect or ssc . well is what i want . so i should not have any complains or regrets . and i hereby got to thanks mr.yeo and miss. tan for reminding me that what matters is actually whats motivates you ? and your own capability. and yes , i've found my motivation , i know what i want . THANKS . :D and i hope i will do well next year lar . =)
then for cca , hey GUYS . we are coming to the end of sva . is working well . i see LIGHT . ( well this so familiar , it seems to be ernest's line ) yeah . so hang on , and things are doing FINE .
as for music . i think as long as i can get thru next wed . i would be 50% done bah . is all the time what i love to be , what i want . so i DON't see that is a problem . hahax.
and then family . i do agree i am at fault . being the only child at home . i seems to be spoilt , the king at home . i get whatever i wants . i had never spare a thought for my parents . i think is realy time to think another way . i should find myself fortunate to have what i had already yeah ? is time to give my parents a break . =)
and erm . yar . i think i should be matured enough . things changed . and now what i felt changed too .and now , i see it really differently too. so , after seeing so much , knowing so much , understanding so much , i know what's right and what's wrong . i am really happy to know it ! =) well , is just part of life.
okay . end of my comments . believe it or not , currently what i say is not yet a propoganda lar , is sitll truly from my own opinions.
okay . so now , what i can do is to CONCENTRATE on my ruan . =) is LESS then a week !!!
