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Friday, November 30, 2007 { 8:44 PM }

WELL . yesterday spent my day in school doing prefectorial NOTICEBOARD . don't really understand why am i doing art ad craft recently when i really hate art ..... well got to credit pple helping ... haha .

then TODAY . sva . we spent 5 'PRODUCTIVE' HOURS in the library , inhaling oxygen and exhaling carbon dioxide . for no good reason , averil just went missing , aunite needa clean the spin room . and i seriously thought that averil was kidnapped .

the mess we created in the library , and basically we own the entire library today !!!

WAN TING and pris playing some emotions game ??!!!

gin reading a book while ding ding playing psp ???!!!

and i just love this picture now . haha .

then i seriously think staff room is a cool place . next time i have nothing to do , i will go there and make my explore . haha .

hhmm. then tmr got to wake up early to wan ting's house and zhiong the editting . i think we got to really chiong editting thru out the weekends while mon and tues going to prefect's chalet . tues night having some interesting dinner with zhao , kim , jeremy etc . then wed interviews and ya to be continued . haha . =)

Wednesday, November 28, 2007 { 9:02 PM }

YEAH .

finally put down another burden !!!

Thanks min hui !!! cos u are the one who brought me the gd news, so you shall be credited . =)

and . HAPPY BDAE YANNI , ZHAO YING . and belated bdae to ANGELA.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 { 10:30 PM }

back from last night's sec4s grad nite .

it was at rasa sentosa , shangri la hotel . doing photography duty and felt seriously awkward . well , ya ! just thinking how would it be like next year ?
don't know lar . shall see as it goes . =) but i do really feel sad seeing the seniors leaving .

and on our way back home ! this bus driver actually DON't KNOW where is Kranji sec is , almost wanted to send us to kranji turf club ?! so i hereby announce , KRANJI SECONDARY SCHOOL , is SITUATED AT CHOA CHU KANG , not some kranji road etc . don't ask me why is situated at cck instead , cos i don't know . all thanks to ms tan and ms zarina we managed to get home !! haha.

then then , ya . chalets . i don't know what's my fate with costa sands for this chalet . 2b chalet had past , it was at costa sand pasir ris . 3-5 dec going for prefect's chalet at costa sand pasir ris too . then 9-11 syco's chalet at costa sand downtown east . 24-26 heard that zhao those pple holding a chalet at costa sands too . well , 1 dec holiday i visit costa sand for 4 times . out of so many chalets in singapore but costa sand . okay . =)

alright . currently , less then 24 hours to my ruan diploma. thats bad . just don't know what to say but bad .

Friday, November 23, 2007 { 8:08 PM }

okay... saw wan ting's 600th post , when this is only my 200th post . haha .

well , i don't think i am gonna post frequently in future bah . because of many many things lar . don't feel like saying . :P

after seeing pple's blog , pple are closing down blogs , like ERIC YAP/ DOREEN NEO . and after hearing about blogs from gin and ding ding today . i think i have plenty of thoughts ??? yeah...

to me , i do agree i did face ups and downs with my blog . i knew there's many things we can't say . and pple have blogs restricting people from reading ? erm i understand why lar , is privacy actually . so for the sake of privacy , i can seriously say that this blog may be a propaganda made by me . MUAHAHAHX . and i think so it is bah . therefore i see no meaning posting so much .

moreover , i believe in future more people will pick problems out of my thoughts . so forgive me for not expressing my thoughts kay ? i need some privacy , i need some freedom . =)

recently faced some ups and downs again . regardless anything . just many things . in terms of studies, leaderships stuffs , cca , music , family and even.... yar...
things seems to be solving gradually .

well studies , i'm sitting down , studying seriously already leh . even though not that frequent but i did it !
and leadership stuffs regardless prefect or ssc . well is what i want . so i should not have any complains or regrets . and i hereby got to thanks mr.yeo and miss. tan for reminding me that what matters is actually whats motivates you ? and your own capability. and yes , i've found my motivation , i know what i want . THANKS . :D and i hope i will do well next year lar . =)
then for cca , hey GUYS . we are coming to the end of sva . is working well . i see LIGHT . ( well this so familiar , it seems to be ernest's line ) yeah . so hang on , and things are doing FINE .
as for music . i think as long as i can get thru next wed . i would be 50% done bah . is all the time what i love to be , what i want . so i DON't see that is a problem . hahax.
and then family . i do agree i am at fault . being the only child at home . i seems to be spoilt , the king at home . i get whatever i wants . i had never spare a thought for my parents . i think is realy time to think another way . i should find myself fortunate to have what i had already yeah ? is time to give my parents a break . =)
and erm . yar . i think i should be matured enough . things changed . and now what i felt changed too .and now , i see it really differently too. so , after seeing so much , knowing so much , understanding so much , i know what's right and what's wrong . i am really happy to know it ! =) well , is just part of life.

okay . end of my comments . believe it or not , currently what i say is not yet a propoganda lar , is sitll truly from my own opinions.

okay . so now , what i can do is to CONCENTRATE on my ruan . =) is LESS then a week !!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007 { 4:55 PM }

HELLO . i am BACK . =) it is gonna be a VERY LONG POST!!!

SOOOOOOO FUN . tired . yet still enjoyable . haha.

well . let me start off with WEDNSDAY .

erm sorry to say i didn't took any pictures . for 2B chalet , check out 2B's blog , i think there will be updates soon . as for KPVC farewell , i guess charmaine's blog will have some pictures . not sure lar . due to lack of memory space , decided not to take any pictures . =)

okay okay . erm wednesday , i went to help wan ting and gin to get their neccesity for KPVC ad 2b respectively . so i walked to lot 1 , then walked home . then wan ting gave me a call that i needa take something from gin . so walked to gin house . while walking to gin house , she told me to get charcoal and butter brush , so walked to yewtee then her house . so walked till her house . helped her a little and yanni with A math . see . A MATH LEH . so random . then helped them to get the stuffs down . is HEAVY . i was COMPLAINING . 3/4 of our class are boys leh , why are all the girls doing the tough job!!!! HMPH. well , just complaining for fun . =) then walked home . then walked to yewtee once again . to bring pple over to pris house. well , in the end wan ting snatched all my customers lar . only left with charmaine . hmph . then finally i took a bus to pris house .

IN CONCLUSION , i was just trying to say . i was walking,walking and walking . haha .

well KPVC's bbq . erm i start fire leh . i mean i started the fire!!!! but that doesnt mean it burns the charcoal and it can start bbqing . :P but i see fire !!! i did it !!! so happy can . =) then yong xiang came , and wan ting gave the starting fire job to him . don't trust me . evil right ... he didn't manage to start the fire too!!! hahax . so we called tian jun for help . well , he say he will be coming soon . 30 mins later , we see no signs of him . yet miss tan came and actually saw him with SOMEONE somewhere . well tian jun , you good . if we faced any emergency , i assure you , no one will look for you !!! hahax . well we still did it WITHOUT HIM . and just talk crap and eat !!! is fun kay .

anyway THANKS WAN TING for organising it , is a good one . thanks everyone for coming . THANKS GIN for the pecks . =) is the presence of everyone that made it a nice one .

then took cab with miss tan , ding ding and aisyah . on our way there , we say those big big army portable bridges . it was soo coool .... when we reached 2B chalet . what i rmb , what i did was . cycling , cycling and cycling too . haha .

we did many rounds of night cycling . my first round was alone . i mean i took the double bike alone . everything was fine being alone . my next passenger was aisyah i guess . yeah . hey aisyah stop complaining is ur HONOUR!!!! haha . well , i dirtied her shirt . but hey , it was FUN !!! next round , i had mr kat as my passenger . AHAHAHAX . he was having hard time , so am i . when there's a puddle , due to the experienced of aisyah , he jumped out of the bike leh . just to prevent himself from getting dirtied . when he was cycling behing me , he told me he can't continue . the reason was because i was wearing the halogen shirt . which writes ' stop following ,start leading' LOL . and so many many things happened lar . then we went playgroung etc . LAST BUT NOT LEAST my last passenger was JANICE !!! well , it was her first time cycling leh . so good achievenment !!! haha . we tried to wait for sunrise . unfortunately , we were more tired then being patience to wait for the sunrise .

went back to chalet and catch myself with an hour of sleep . well , no place to sleep and just can't fall asleep lar . then , while waiting for time to passed , cow took yap's psp and let me play . cos i asked , psp very fun meh . okay lar . after playing . it wasn't that fun afterall , but i very angry leh , i lose to alvin , cow , and even gin . COW , i tell you uh . i am DETEMINED TO WIN . HMPH . i will !!! BLEH . basically , i didn't win even once . AAWWWW . dun wan to play le lar . i almost wanted to smash eric's psp actually . :P well is safe . haha

back to skol alone !!! sad right . but is okay . =)

up next was SSC CHALET . at that point of time , i was just like some zombie lar . having serious flu , cough and just lacked of sleep .to those ssc , THANKS FOR YOUR CONCERN!!! i am fine now. then we packed , went to the chalet . tried to catch some sleep along the way .

when we reached , helped with the food . had fun at the bbq pit . and amelia and i love this invention can . the MICROWAVE OVEN . is the BEST INVENTION EVER . haha . is fast and easy . =) it saved our trouble standing at the bbq pit . then , the only nuisance was the CAT . the irratating cat . we sooooo damn scared the cat eat our food , or even go into our chalet . thus , in future i don't reccomand this chalet , cos there is CAT . i mean there are CATS !!! got 3 cats lor . not only 1 . well thank goodness , we have ms wong . her job okay . to get the cats away . then , things went according to the schedule with little changes . erm right . BYE SENIORS . thanks for your guidance . and THANKS DOREEN , the chalet was a FUN and NICE one .

went back to 2B chalet , doreen went to retrieve her camera , well i went back to catch some sleep. finally , the girls own the entire chalet ourselves . but still needa squeeze . i am SORRY to the girls lar . for spreading my illness to you guys . coughing and sneezzing the entire night . sorry . sorry miss tan , i knew you caught my cold . well thanks angela too . she like some phramacy . she got all sorts of panadol . all sorts of strepsils . aiya , just like one portable pharmacy . slept throughout the night .

next morning woke up early just for miss tan and mr kat to check out while we waited for 3o mins for the 1st shuttle bus to arrive . and HOME SWEET HOME . it was fun , but sadly it ended so quickly . i seriously miss it ....

then i left my home at 3pm . thinking that is time for khsco practice . unfortunately , i mistaken the time . AWWWW . so paiseh . sorry lar ...

then saturday . khsco almuni dinner night !!!

well this picture blurish and not nice . no choice lar .not i take one . :P

quite long never go back to khs le lar . moreover the CO there . with alumnis' .so it was quite cool indeed . =)

then i got to seriously mention this . THANKS and very THANKS to cai lao shi lor . after 3 years , she actually rmb what are my likes and dislikes of food . not only that , just for my dinner , she went to to the back and make a fuss and got myself many sumptous dishes ad accompanied me for dinner . she really took good care of me . so i got to really THANKS HER . =)

anyway . 10 days left to diploma!!! ARGH . hate this .

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 { 10:20 PM }

right . going off for chaletS and bbqS. i emphasizes the 'S' is cos got 3 bbqs and 2 chalets within this 3 days . irratating . i want to go to ALL CHALETS and ALL BBQS lor . fine . =)

well yesterday . cool one . haha . we did SVA . i got to seriously THANKS mr loh keoh , ERIC AND ZUL lar . so ZUL stop complaining and telling others where i go okay!!! is not illegal . =) well it was fun okay . and just funny lar . u just get to see the fun out of filming . =) i've read WAN TING's blog of our roles . she was right!! everyone plays and impt role . so ya , i see hope okay , dun disappoint me =)

well , tmr will be kpvc farewell bbq , and 2B chalet , then Thurs will be 2B chalet and SSC chalet . while zhang lao shi wants extra lesson with me too . then friday , i will be back from ssc chalet , then so some prefect stuffs , then khsco practice . thats packed . aww .

Saturday, November 10, 2007 { 6:17 PM }

okay . whoa . back from open house .

errm . okay i shall start from wednesday .

WEDNESDAY .
IP etc . during IP , jon called . he's not coming . not advised to shoot the couple scene . in conclusion , training cancelled . well , i was having chem lesson at that time so didn't put much consideration into it . but only then , i realised we are running out of time ? we still got many more scenes ? edit ? deadline 8 dec ? wan ting is wear off . pple are unhappy . everything didn't seems right . suggested for a thrash talk . conducted by miss tan . and it was a SUCCESS!!! as in to my opinion lar , it was a success . we sort things out . basically i think most probably this will be the so called 'last project' for KPVC . we shall do good and END IT GOOD . we can do it de lar . so just smile and happy doing . =)

THURSDAY .
erm deepavali . went out with wan ting , aisyah and kun da to buy the farewell gifts for graduating prefects . once again , i made my trip to IKEA leh . i sooooo damn scared get lost again . due to my past experience . but it was indeed a fun experience , not everyone get to experienced it yeah ? although it was embarassing lar .... soooo.. all thanks to WAN TING , we cut cost . not going to say what we bought , just in case hhhmm . some sec 4s are reading ... well , is we made de leh . so after going to ikea went WAN TING house just to make those things . okay , to my apology for those senior's presents that was made by me , it was indeed messy , and not nice lar . but is the THOUGHTS that COUNT !!! haha . but , even kunda also made nicer than me . haiz... no choice lar , i just can't do art . hehex . :P then is all DONE!!! i so proud of myself leh , i completed it , although not that nice .

FRIDAY .
the school is just sooooo....... many pple . everyone are preparing for OPEN HOUSE . but sva continued to shoot . is cool and nice one .

THANKS ELDDS for lending us their props , the 'fake stall'
THANKS YANG QI (BB) , SHENG KIANG (BB) , TOW RONG ( NCC) for transporting that stall lar . without ur help , we cant get that thing too . =)
THANKS ms zarina for acting as an AUNTIE , which was very last minute too . =)

so yeah , it was a nice one lar i think . FUNNY too . as for photos during the shoot , i was just TOO TIRED to shoot , busy walking around the school . all the photos with sadali and hafiz .

SATURDAY . (today)

erm OPENHOUSE . hey , i should had come at 6.30 and make eric owe me breakfast . haha . just too tired to wake up . well went school , help coco take her handphone .
DOREEN , fyi , ur maid don't know where is econ minimart , she was waiting for me at the limbang playground .
so helped out ms yong at her english booth . well , fun . the interactive whiteboard is fun but boring too lar . follow by , leadership booth ? thats worst , no customer . but is FINE with me . haha . anyway , this year's cut off point for our skol had increased again . thank goddness . i am borned in the year of 1992 orelse i can't get into this school . then , ya just do some nonsensical stuffs .
after everything , rushed off to zhang lao shi's house . whoa , long time no see . and i'm dead or dead ? currently i can't even passed my diploma i guessed ? and is like in only 18 days time . thats bad . syco reseating audition is also on the same day !!! okay thats bad . but got to bear with it . so just bear with it !!!

Monday, November 05, 2007 { 8:32 PM }

okay . today i went back KHS okay . for CO practice . there is this KHSCO almuni thingy . so i went back . like what minhui says , EXCITING . haha .
well , i was pratically sight-reading . haha.

when i went back is like soooooo.... pri skol feeling lar . as if i am a pris skol kid . haha . is good okay . childhood memories . you spent 1/2 of ur childhood there .

but when you walk among to students , erm you are like some giants among them . they are so small and cute lor . haha .

time past so fast . ZHANG LAO SHI IS BACK . awww .. count down . erm now is . 23 days left . i hope this is the last time i am going for grading . DIPLOMA my last exam . do it good and END IT . wish me luck. aww .

Sunday, November 04, 2007 { 3:26 PM }

lalala . okay .

start off with yesterday .

erm erm . oh ya , i went school then for the clean and green week ??!?!?!?! at bishan park . to help mdm normala to perform smth like that . well , it was quite okay lar . i am such a KIND person , who lent my hand to salmah for practising her hena skills . haha .

okay this is such a 'long' post sia .but i have nothing to talk about lar . haha=)

Everytime by Britney Spears

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

Friday, November 02, 2007 { 9:06 PM }

okay 1 week of IP has passed . TODAY finally had our training and filming . COOL . me PRODUCER mah , so seat down and watch only . haha . okay . so we went yew tee muchy donut to buy donuts .

anyway we also did some random surveys . on calbee prawn crackers different flavours . basically they has 4 types . the ORIGINAL , SPICY , PEPPER , BLACK PEPPER . so me and wan ting had tried the original and spicy on wed while teaching the sjabs . today we bought spicy , pepper and black pepper as shown below .