Friday, August 24, 2007
{ 8:29 PM }
okay .
recently getting back to concentrate in my studies .
i really want to do well for my end of year .
i want to score well for my eoy .
i don't want to retain .
i know my ability .
i am really afraid to fail my english .
i don't want . i really don't want .
for once , i just wonder what's the point of scoring many As . is USELESS . e math , a math , physic , chem , chinese etc . whats the point . if i fail my english and that's it . aaawww . i've tried telling myself , is okay . never mind . and practically i hacked care through out my term 3 . trying to be optimistic ? i did it . but i do need to face the reality . seriously , i think i will be called down for meet the parent's session this time . it is the fact . my english sucks . it sucks ever since in primary school . i don't know what i can do . maybe , that will be the end of the world .
okay i shall end my negative thoughts .
now my mission will be to : do well for EOY (don't fail english PLEASE)
put in all my best effort for SVA (let's work hard together)
do my best for the last concert of the year ( beautiful sunday)
do well in my ruan diploma (distinction please....)
if possible , complete my grade 8 piano ASAP ( before O's please)
basically there is a drastic drop in my results . i can sense it . i know what i am doing . i know my capability . i can do better . Thus , i shall start mugging and get back . i know my goals , i know my targets , i need to reach out for it !
and you . stop intruding my life . get out and scram off before things get worst. you should know who you are . thats the end okay !