Thursday, August 30, 2007
{ 9:36 PM }
i really want to vent what i am feeling now . it is not easy to show pple that i am okay , i feel nothing . i am really very unhappy with my results . i feel that i am at the verge of breaking down . i duno . i told myself i will not . i told myself , again and again . this year, my promise was not to cry no matter whatever happens . now , all because of english , i broke my promise. i cant control anymore. it is even saddening to actually look happy , trying to be optimistic . i duno . i am lost . everything is just not in the right track .