Friday, July 27, 2007
{ 6:34 PM }
i'm tired . i am sick of it . i hate it .
thus , i think is time to really line out my timetable . to allow myself to be aware of what's exactly going on . i shall start from tmr .
Saturday - PIANO LESSON (AM) / COUSIN 's wedding . (PM)
SUNDAY - RUAN XIAN's practice ( morning till evening )
MONDAY - SCHOOL (morning)/ detention (afternonn)/ syco's practice(night) .
TUESDAY- SCHOOL(morning) / IT training (afternoon).
WednesDAY - SCHOOL (morning) / *supposed to have tution* / Beijing immersion trip duty (till night)
THURSDAY - SCHOOL (morning) / MUSIC Lesson(afternoon) / SYCO's PRACTICE (night)
FRIDAY - SCHOOL (morning) /*supposed to have SVA* / NDP rehearsal duty (Afternoont)
SATURDAY- *supposed to have piano and ruan * / beijnig immersion trip duty . (till night)
SUNDAY *my mum's bdae* - RUAN Xian's parctice ( from morning till evening)
I seriously doubt if i have time . the above timetable , not yet include my journey travelling time , homoework and revision time , time for practising my ruan and piano . MOREOVER , there is this upcoming MID- AUTUM . SSC has upcoming ACES day , needa go to the gym everyweek . KPVC needa prepare ALOT for SVA . RUAN XIAN's concert is on 19/8 . SYCO needs to prepare for beautiful sunday 9/9. i will be having my music common test on 16 aug . which also includes my 2 solo pieces for eoy . MOREOVER , the above timetable that are till night is something like i will reach home at 10 ++++ .
yes , i knew that there are more people who face more stuffs than me . i knew that that are people who are more stress than me . i knew that i am not doing much for each committe as mention above . BUT , i am tired of it . i am tired .
PREFECTS says , we should support one another. We needa volunteerism . We needa support the school and give our priorities to the school and i did. according to my timetable , i will miss my ruan and piano lesson for about 1 month . my diplomas are coming , my music EOY is round the corner too , i needa take my piano grade 8 by next year march . how on earth am i going to make it when i am missing lesson merely everyweek ???
WHAT's done can't be undone . i seriously hope that i can tolerate. but is sort of true if i think this way . IF i am busy , MANY PPLE outside there is much more busier than me . if i am feeling stressed up now , how am i going to face my future social life ? i doubt so ? working life and social life is just not that easy .
okay after all my crap .
WEDNESDAY .
supposed to have tution with peiqian too , but iw as told of the DETENTION . than cancel off . thna went for some photo shoot .
YESTERDAY.
SCHOOL , than Music lesson . than left early JUST for SSC step down part . it was super FUN . it was super high . you can really feel sec 3 ssc super close . but too bad i was sort of tired . frisbee tournament was cool . thought sec 3 lose to the seniors . it was in PURPOSE okay . ahhax . pity you people , the last match . ahahax . as for sec 3 VS sec 2 . erm.... in the end we won right ? ahahahx . the final score doesn't matter . what matters was the tounament was FUN!!! than we kept taking pictures . and went home !!!!
TODAY .
SVA . tired . simply tired . i ran from the basketball court to ITC 5 for don't know how many times . moroever the staircase is locked . must use another staircase . aawww . just tiring . is okay . is fun . i really hope that SVA will be a success . okay i am tired . i gtg .
