Tuesday, January 30, 2007
{ 4:47 PM }
okay. it has been like 6 days not posting? basically i tell myself everyday , few days ago i just posted. didn't expected the few days ago was like 6 days? ahahax.
okay. what do i want about. erm , i don't think there is much to talk about. okay. erm people feel stress this few days , they are sick of sec 3s life, they can't cope , and they think that they are busy. erm okay. ya. what they are feeling is sort of true. however i do feel stress at times , but i think... this is what i chose so i shouldn't regret and have any complains. probably temporary i couldn't cope with some stuffs is due to the start of the year , i haven't manage my time well yet. i am sorry if i haven't did my things well okay.
for instance , i've been thinking. is it good to be a perfectionist. i know 2 person who happen to be 'PERFECTIONIST' from my point of view. not only being a perfetionist , so is a leader . however this friend of mine , is WELL- HATED . but she don't know. i am NOT BACKSTABBING HER. i just hope that she will be enlightened if she get to see this . DON't ask me who is it . seriously she isn't that bad . she is actually a very nice person . but somehow her attitude towards stuffs and personal principles happen to be hated . everybody's has their weaknesses and strengths. but it happen for us to not really able to ACCEPT their weaknesses . i just don't know why . FIRST , you will be stressed . Second , you MAY be maglin at any point of time . THIRD , you will just get no chance to fight back for yourself . LASTLY , you will just go BONKERS.
we tends to attend plenty of workshops , camp and etc . knowing how to define it , BUT NEVER put EVERYTHING INTO action before. At this point of time , i realised that i may be a GOOD follower , BUT i am just NOT a good leader . i'm sorry . Instead of influencing the others , i tend to be influenced more. so... ya.. thats all i wan to say.
anyway i want to make this thing clear.
if there is any LAST MINUTE STUFFS , i WILL not entertain it. i AM SERIOUS. unless i am in the good mood la. and so i ALSO PROMISE to TRY my best not to give last minute stuffs. okay.
and YES is true , i was PISSED OFF today . i am sorry if i basically show attitude to some innocent people . but JUST PISSED. i will TRY MY BEST to control my mood. =)
