Wednesday, January 31, 2007
{ 5:37 PM }
yo. erm okay. i don't have anything to talk about today! oh ya. 2.4 run today? is bad . caused i've not ran for 8 months? ya. and last week i was unfit for PE. so thats why.. somehow i did badly. but i TRIED MY BEST. however , suprisingly i didn't really sweat. it was too windy for me to sweat. ahahax.
erm anyway tommorow is thurs . music lesson tommorow? is bored okay. terribly . okay. as in not the lesson that is bored. is the journey. is really sian. it has been some lessons and i didn't blog anything about it yet. erm okay. is basically at riverside. why is the journey bored? caused i just feel so BRIGHT. in the middle of SIMON AND SANDY??? yea.. is realy bright. get it?? pity me?? i rather go ACSI and join li ying and xuan ying. so pathetic. they will normally walk very fast ahead of me. okay. in order to make myself dimmer , i will walk as slow as possible =) and one thing i hate about thurs , is that my bag is so heavy!!! brining it to riverside and back home. argh!!! okay. than is just simply bad. and i am not doing well. i really don't know is it the right choice for me to take this subject for o levels. yes , is my passion . but when it comes to studies , i find it very different. i am doing badly now can. basically i lost all my basics and foundations. seriously it had been years for me touching my theory? thats bad. moreover , the teacher is requiring us to compose? aural? rhythm? time signature? melody? intervals? cadences? i am actually totally lost . i got seriously stressed up with simon beside me. he is typically insane can. thats too pro. stressed!!! argh okay. and performing? i hope is fine. is like everybody's piano grades are really terribly high. and me? hopeless la. is like , yeah is not my first time performing , my IT IS MY FIRST TIME WITH MY PIANO!!!! argh. seriously my paino sucks . i don't know what will happen tommorow. haiz.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
{ 4:47 PM }
okay. it has been like 6 days not posting? basically i tell myself everyday , few days ago i just posted. didn't expected the few days ago was like 6 days? ahahax.
okay. what do i want about. erm , i don't think there is much to talk about. okay. erm people feel stress this few days , they are sick of sec 3s life, they can't cope , and they think that they are busy. erm okay. ya. what they are feeling is sort of true. however i do feel stress at times , but i think... this is what i chose so i shouldn't regret and have any complains. probably temporary i couldn't cope with some stuffs is due to the start of the year , i haven't manage my time well yet. i am sorry if i haven't did my things well okay.
for instance , i've been thinking. is it good to be a perfectionist. i know 2 person who happen to be 'PERFECTIONIST' from my point of view. not only being a perfetionist , so is a leader . however this friend of mine , is WELL- HATED . but she don't know. i am NOT BACKSTABBING HER. i just hope that she will be enlightened if she get to see this . DON't ask me who is it . seriously she isn't that bad . she is actually a very nice person . but somehow her attitude towards stuffs and personal principles happen to be hated . everybody's has their weaknesses and strengths. but it happen for us to not really able to ACCEPT their weaknesses . i just don't know why . FIRST , you will be stressed . Second , you MAY be maglin at any point of time . THIRD , you will just get no chance to fight back for yourself . LASTLY , you will just go BONKERS.
we tends to attend plenty of workshops , camp and etc . knowing how to define it , BUT NEVER put EVERYTHING INTO action before. At this point of time , i realised that i may be a GOOD follower , BUT i am just NOT a good leader . i'm sorry . Instead of influencing the others , i tend to be influenced more. so... ya.. thats all i wan to say.
anyway i want to make this thing clear.
if there is any LAST MINUTE STUFFS , i WILL not entertain it. i AM SERIOUS. unless i am in the good mood la. and so i ALSO PROMISE to TRY my best not to give last minute stuffs. okay.
and YES is true , i was PISSED OFF today . i am sorry if i basically show attitude to some innocent people . but JUST PISSED. i will TRY MY BEST to control my mood. =)
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
{ 4:58 PM }
yo hello. i was requested to blog about this year's FIRST SYCO COMBINE. okay. it was STRESSED . i was stress up la. is like i have not been playing my daruan ever since... pri 6. during the syf ??? yeah. and i am unfamiliar with the majors and notes stuffs like that. moreover , is mr . ku this time round . no more guo lao shi. isn't that miserable. mr. ku is fine , BUT he is DAMN strict. " you guys are not professionals, why are you lying against the chair ". " is this your first day getting your scores??" can you imagine , is like our first day of combine , we must STRICTLY knows where to get in and out. thats bad. but anyway. he is right , but just STRESS!!!
and anyway, i have set up my mind, i write in to ABRSM to postpone my piano exams for the sake of OBS!!! and i really like to comment on something about sec 3s SSC. why aren't we united? i really don't know. the sec 4s are leaving us soon!! we've got to buck up. but sorry , i am trying my best to match people's name and faces together. :P
anyway , recently i had came across something bad?? not exactly bad on me. but it resulted me to grow. basically is something that happen on a friend of mine. i wrote her story in my cchinese compo today.
the message that i want to spread is. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW. "do not count your chickens , before they're hatched. " SO CHERISH YOUR TIME NOW . WITH WHOEVER YOU HAVE WHO IS CONCERN ABOUT YOU, BEFORE YOU REGRET. anyway the proverb was sort of wrongly used. ahahax. and anyway , cherish the people besides you.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
{ 7:38 PM }
okay. here is the newspaper article i was talking about. at the extreme left is HUIRU , follow by guess who is it!! ahahx. and kee wei than jojo. ahahax. is so weird to take out back. okay i gotten this picture from kee wei's blog. ahahax.
anyway i have something sad to announce!!! i may not get to go to the OBS camp. i have my piano exam. is so soon. why must it be so soon. okay hats all. time to rush my homework and PIANO. the date is getting nearer and nearer!!!
Saturday, January 20, 2007
{ 8:27 PM }
hello. i am back. muahahahax. okay.
woke up early for ssc's dance practice. while i was still not really awake , my dad show me a picture in the newspaper. Guess what? the glam ruans photo of the yesterday's performance is there. but too bad. it was our back. ahahax. but is the glam ruans. ahahax. okay.
today went for the ssc dance's practice. it was sort of okay... ahahax. really wondering how will the kranjians be dancing on monday. muahahahax. okay. i am taking lower secs. thats great. they don't know me, unlike the upper secs. ahahax.
after that we went to eat , and i went for piano. it was like BAD. really really BAD. i hate it. argh! thats not under my control. NO MORE EXTRA EVENTS! thats the END. ahahax.
than back home. i took a nap , after the nap i wasn't feeling that well and basically unable to go for my ruan lesson. and thats really bad too. okay. very sorry for zhang than.
after that , the guy was tuning my piano came. my piano is FINALLY TUNED!! but the pitching is really really low. such a lousy piano. THIS TIME I AM SERIOUS. i WANT TO BUY A BABy GRAND PIANO!! I AM SERIOUS!!! VERY VERY SERIOUS. but definitely not now. maybe after my O's. ahahax. anybody want to sponsar me? ahahax. okay. thats all. i have plenty of stuffs to do. ahahax.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
{ 10:52 PM }
hi people.
okay. basically what happen today. today is like the first time of this year i actually start seating in the parade square. ahahax. okay than i really read the newspaper . i saw the SCO concert article and i didn't know peiqian was in there. so i thought that the young lady was zhang lao shi. i was kind of shocked to see zhang lao shi that young. ahahax. oops. and it was peiqian. oh my. is such a big difference. okay. than back to class for math lesson. basically, i was doing my chong jing book?? ahahax. ya.. i did math too. i finish my math suffs before i start to be not paying attention. follow by was like chem lab lesson. i GOING TO FAIL MY CHEMISTRY PRATICAL!! can you imagine, my partner is like pit soon? oh my. ahahax. no offence ARMEN. BLEH. okay. but it was fine . i did nothing but keep the stuffs. while kepping the stuffs , i can get myself burn with a blister on my finger. it hurts. okay. recess. NO DUTY. SO HAPPY. ahahax. than english. I LOVE MS YONG! YEAH i won't have to leave her class. she was basically lying to us. follow by MTL. suprisingly mdm yong wasn't late as we actually look for her in the AVA room. ahahax.
SERIOUSLY SPEAKING. ever since i stepped into KRANJI SECONDARY. i HAVE NOT improve my chinese till now. i finally REALLY LEARNT something in my chinese lesson. is all the CHEEM lesson. is very liteary. okay. than COMMON TEST. i AM DEAD FOR SURE. i was like writing some primary school standards stuffs? oh my. DEAD.
and off i go for ssc after school. to learn that KRANJI dance. which is something that EVERYBODY WILL LEARN ON MON!!! muahahax. is so difficult. theres the rolling on the floor and everything. OH MY. okay i shall tell myself to JIAYOU. i have trouble with that siaming. ahahax. hate that. okay.
went to SCH. for the GLAM's practice. ahahax. basically aare the ruans. ahahax. (to outsiders : please do no get offended with the word glam as is like a common word which we use everday*)
and please, i've forgotten everything!!! ARGH!! GOT TO MEMORISE!! i am dead for sure. anyway, pei qian is tutoring me CHEM AND ENGlish. thats cool. ahahax. for free?? ahahax. she agreed but i think i will pay her. i am not going to give a damn , i WILL DO WELL FOR MY ENGLISH!!!!
Friday, January 12, 2007
{ 8:46 PM }
okay. lazy to think about what had happen past few days , so i shall start with today. it has been quite some time i have not been blogging about the whole day.
it was raining for 2 days?? i think so , and walking to school myself. i was seriously drenched, as some pavement was flooded. my shoe and socks were wet. okay. basically, i take of my shoes in class, and it was gross. first lesson was like social studies. is kind of my luck to have ms michelle yeo to be my teacher. she is really a good teacher which actually spurs the intrest in me for geography. which was subject that i think i couldn't make it. like what ernest said,' i see light.' yes, i see light for geograpy and social studies too. and the next lesson was like math. a word to desrcibe ,' pathetic' ms choo wanted to give us a SUPRISE test. it was kind of shocking to me at first , as i didn't know she can be SUPRISED. ahahax. during the suprise test , we were like checking answers with each other , ms choo was writing the formulas on the board for us, and telling some people that their brackets was wrong etc.
after that was PE. okay. but i miss 2B's PE. okay, i believe every single sec3s DO miss their sec 2s class too. butfor the sake of the next 2 years i should be stirving hard with my new class. follow by recess and PHYSICS. actually mr koh's physics lesson is fun. he allow us to sleep. at that point of time, i took out my socks la. but i wasn't that gross actually. :P and assembly is always "ENTERTAINING". ahahax.
SSC!!! whoa. but i wasn;t feeling high actually. i was tired. due to the weather!! AND THE DANCE??? we were learning the kranji's dance. i find myself to be like some monkeys?? oops. that's bad. but afterall was actually really fun but just weird. follow by i was like loitering around just to wait for doreen? but i went home leaving her alone. :P sorry. is because it was really very late and i was very tired le. but it was fun. i tried to help my own cca?? ya.. ahahx. and SJ? bb??
i will always REMEMBER, the NPCC chase me and wan ting off with a broom stick. and SEC4s BB chase me off with their overnumber of PEOPLE. thats evil right.. so sec 1s know what to do right?? ahahx. and i was just tired. okay. time to go. BUH BYE.
at times i feel cold today. i don't know what am i thinking , just randomly lost. no matter how strong a person may be, they will still need someone to lean on.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
{ 6:04 PM }
i am back to books. i think it will be nice if i will have my sec 2s teachers back as i am no used with those upper secs teachers??? though they are VERY experienced teacher, but our sullabus are new! BRAND NEW. okay, it isn't that brand new. but we are like the guinea pig of the experiment of this education system? we will have no papers to practice, teachers aren't experience teaching our syllabus? is okay. time to be independence. My favourite teacher this year is MISS YONG SIEW CHIN! oh yeah!!! she is teaching me english. however there will be a change after the diagnostic test next week. it is so miserable. my score must be between 18-21 in order to remain in her class!!! is so risky! argh. i will ended up in miss serene lai class if i failed to meet 18. though she's my idol , but i think miss yong will be a better english teacher for me. chinese teacher: mdm yong. i bet you guys knows how i feel. she is STRICT. VERY VERY STRICT. NO JOKES. NO TALKS. a word to describe, pathetic. math teacher, people claim to say that she is VERY experince. however i just couldn't get use to her teachings. talking to people with you eyes close? erm okay thats all for her.
will this year be a nice year? i don't know. i miss 2B. yeah i do. it is where it is filled with joy and laughter. okay. just remain positive and continue to strive hard!
* the happier a person shows, he/she is just as sad.*
Saturday, January 06, 2007
{ 1:40 PM }
okay. speaks proper english. but seriously ever since primary 5 i had been saying," i want to master my english." At his point of time, if i continue with my bloody shit english, i may even fail my english and go NA at any point of time. So NONONO. MASTER ENGLISH!!! i must MASTER MY ENGLISH. and bloody shit pit soon was saying, " lousy englrish." that isn't my typo or selling error, is how pit soon pronounce it. if anybody is going to walk to me and ask me simple , primary school english, i may not be able to answer. the reason is because i was basically day dreaming from primary 1 -4 especially during the english lesson. So my foundations of my grammar sucks terribly. AND THATS THE REASON WHY, i AM NOT TAKING LITERATURE.so stella's goal. SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH CAMPAIGN. :P
Thursday, January 04, 2007
{ 9:04 PM }
1) i am going to change my way of typing into a proper english. it is difficult, however many people requested me to do it in order for me to improve my english. so i am determine to do it. JIAYOU.
2) i realised that i am very fortuanate. Compared to many other people, i should appreciate whatever i have. the i value that i value most was HAPPINESS, so i will remain happy!
3) i miss everybody. -ruanners
-2Bians
-6/4ians
and last but not least, my family members. Especially my paternal cousins, as we aren't close. Unlike my freinds, they are very close to their cousins. i really envy them, as i have not siblings, and my only rely would be my cousins in my family.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
{ 7:31 PM }
oooh. 2day first day. i MEET up my 2b classmates!!. i MISsed them. terribly missed. ok. is time to MAKE NEW FRENS!. lolx. nth much to update. but to say. I AM OLD. i am upper sec le. getting old. WAILS.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
{ 6:18 PM }
SUNwent to farms with a HUGE DOG. its name MINI. euu noe is SO HUGE. it belongs to my Aunt's friend's de. cool. wat a pity. i never bring my camera. so i took pics with my hp. lazy to uoad photos frm phone. so wan to see the dog. ask frm mi bah. ahahax. witness the matchmaking of dog. they will be shy de. ahahax. lolx. and end of tat day as my cousins wants to stay overnite at my hse for 2 DAYS! ahahax.
anyway.
a very very HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
when to discovery centre wif my cousins yesterday.
see the welcme sign?? ahahax. and my 2 cousins. they are lyk. erm...oh my.. the wan in blue is oredi pri 5 tis year?? the other wan is pri 3 tis year? dun look lyk bah.
heres the SNOWMAN..
than NO VIDEOGRAPHY AND PHOTOGRAPHY inside. it was kind of vry vry politicals.. ok.. tha most fun wan was the shooting gallery. ok. i noe is embarassing. i oni manage to shoot 6. ppathetic. than i shoot myself actually. cos basically i duno when to start and everything. sooo ok lor.. and my cousin was lyk 26 pts. a total of 20 pts different. terribly pathetic. but it was fun lor. holding on to the SAR 21. ahahax. and than in there. there was this crisi video. it makes euu go in there and watch the video. the sound system my dad says ,"SOLID" i was lyk oh my. the bomb sound vry loud. moreover they oso have the vibration. OMG. ok. but i twas fun in there la.
this was inside a helicopter. tis helicopter is terribly rusty. is so ..eeelll.. ok..
this was the old old battle ships.
THAN HOME SWEET HOME.
AND ON THE CAR.
my daddy . wanted to tak his photo while driving. it looks so.. OMG. Ahahax.
END OF MY DAY. TMR BACK TO SKOL. LOOK FORWARD to better future bah. BUT i tends to tink of going back to skol wif 2B. haiz.
as for today. me family matters and i missed the lunch wif ZHANG lao shi. haiz....