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Wednesday, August 09, 2006 { 9:09 PM }

today. woke up late. but still took nap again.haha. finished 3/4 of my hw. hpe no need to rush. watching the ndp. simply trying to look out for kranjians. but is lyk. timny winy. yes aisyah. i saw the sjab contigent. but the face are so tiny winy. can't find anybody. haha. than reading sme kpvc pple blog. erm. i knew that there is a lecture yesterday. i heard sme. but not in detail. after reading. different ppple. look it at a different pt of view. erm. actuali till now. i still tinks is ok to take bad pics. gd or bad. we coule oni get the photographer itself to determine. if the photographer itself wanted suach a quality of photo. and he or she mange to get it. he or she can give themselves a 100 marks. but if. they wanted a bad pic. but they took a seriously good wan. i will give them a 0 mark. proabably i have no rights o say anything. as i am not on duty. i got lectured for not having any initiative. ok. i admit. that may be my fault. but euu can never expect a person to be perfect. euu can aim euu can dream euu can hope to be perfectionist. but euu will not be one. face the fact. face the reality. by scolding a person for getting a bad picture. euu are discouragin the person. the person is losing is courage to shoot pics. i understand. cos i was one. i took bad pics. got scolded. and i didn't wanted to snatch for duty. cos i noe i will result with bad pics. i want to learn. but euu discourage mi frm learning. just for the sake of ur JUNIORS. let them try. stop discouraging them. proabably euu do not know that euu are discouraging them. but now. we let euu know. help them. critque. tell them the mistake. and not critsize with the addition of ur own comment. is heartaching. by right i wanted to tok back and say. there is no more thing as junior and senior. we rae all equal. so y are euu still abusing ur authority. ok. i know the club is gona to fall soon. euu wan to know the cause of the reason?? the fault lies on every single individual. all of us. including myself. we are not systematic. we are last minute. we have not enuf practice. y are we lyk this?? we ar elast minute cos we are not systematic. we are not sytematic cos we hadn't settled ourselves we proper stuffs. y aren'we setttled properly. cos we have our helpful seniors wanted to interfere. in another words. TEMPORARILY when we are still not comfortabe with suffs yet. euu guys are not welcome. i know the words are hurting. but that is oso how we feel when euu are lecturing us for bad pics. y we didn't have enuf practice. for mi oni. cos i lose confidence. now euu are suppose to be gone. i want to get my confidence back. cos i noe no one will critsizes mi lyk tat. i know my peers will tell mi my mistake and not critisize. euu understand. i know is hurting. back i tink it will be good if euu sacrifice ur self for smetime. no to be so helpful and bossy for smetime. i know euu will tell mi tat. euu had oredi sacrifice ur time. euu friends are studying for o levels at hme and euu are here. y are euu here. euu came urself. nobody requests euu to be here. now euu sacrfice urself to be hurt. i tink is always better for oni 1 person to be hurt than the entire of ur juniors to be hurt. euu understand. i hpe euu do. euu see other cca. they are so united as one. they are working as one. y isn't kpvc lyk tat?? y they can't?? everybody shd sacrifice a little and do their part. than we can strive for better results and work iun harmony.