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Baby, don't say goodbye.

Stella Tan.

011092 her day.
Konghwaiian.
Kranjian.

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Ain Aisyah
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Cang Ning Charmaine Cindy
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Danielle Ding Xiong Doreen
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Felicia Fiona
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Haiqel Hazel Hui Shia Hui Sian HwaiYi
J
jacqueline aka cousin Janice Janine Jessly Jia Min (KHS) Jia Min (KSS) Jocelyn Jonathan Jun He
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Kah Fong Kee Wei khsco alumni
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LiHui Luqman Lyn
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May Mariz Melissa Mindy Min Hui Mohamed MsLai
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Pei Qi
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reading task Roger
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Sabrina Sandy Seryang Shark Sheng Kiang Shu Fen Shu Qing Siew Lee Stozer
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Tian Jun
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Valerie
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Wan Ting
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XuanYu
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Ya Ying Yi Han Yi Kun Yi li Yun Hui YuXuan Yvonne
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Zhao Ying Zhi Wen Zhong Xiao Zi Xin

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Thursday, August 31, 2006 { 9:34 PM }

hhm. i start my post frm yesterday. erm basically it was finall y aholidae. i wasn dmn happy. though i noe there is lyk tons of hw waiting for mi. at least i can get myself to rest athme. i tink... i hpe so too.. for smetime. i tink that i am actually not as stress as last time. when i was in pri skol. so... i am very relax now. i must learn how to cope. i am not stressed up. i am just basically increasing my responsibilities. so if i can handle stress last time. i assure myselef to handle my responsibilities in a better manner tis time round. :) basically yesterday. do alittle bit of hw. by rite doin hist de. but all of a sudden. everybody got smeting on. so too bad lor. last min. eric daryl danny cme my hse to wrap present. haiz. haha. thks to them too. they try to figure out how to use my ipod shuffle. than go buy present with danille. hm. i can reveal now wat i bought. giraffe frame for mr kat. cos he is tall and skinny lyk the giraffe. than a couples jar for miss tan. hinting her to get married soon. than winchime for miss tock. than skeleton cup for miss fazlin. and mr choy favourite poster. than help my class buy part stuffs too. is kind of sian diao. arguing with danille thru out the way. haha. tha i heard miss tan saw us. omg. we are lyk buying her present and she saw us. thats not fun. haiz. haha.

kk than today. ssc. fall in seriously early. than prepare aces day. omg. i was lyk. forgetting ddance steps. kinda of embarassed. oops. haha. but it was fun la. if i was embarassed. all the best stoxzer. he was on the stage dancing wrongly. did not noe i till i shouted him. haha. lol. than we played all the way. including when we shhift back the tables. faizal and me was playing with the water on the table. aha. splash. so fun. ssc is nice. haha. than go watch concert. awards for chers. than. hmm. congrats to cher hu won. but i would lyk to say. miss tan mr kat. miss tock. euu pple did not won anything. but euu pple had won the hearts of 2b. hha. than after the celbration in class. take photo. i wan to be tall. so i stanf on the chair. haha. lol. than watched movies with thi yeng. janice. jocelyn. love wreack. mit wan ting (miss vip) guan yeow. wei sheng. mary ann. si min, haha. than fun watching. than rushed to help zhang celebrate CHER'S DAY..... is kind of... haha. i am seriously broke la. but we enjoyed ourself. went to sme jap resturants at bugis. than take sme neoprints. than go to another jap resturants and eat desserts. haha. of cos lastly treat by zhang. orelse seriously borke.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 { 8:01 PM }

hmmm. i start frm sat. sat i have gone for the yec thingy. to be speaking the fact. i dun understand wat they toking. tats y i no question. the video tape was lyk a repeated video to mi. than they say they provide lunch. but it ended up with our"Lunch"sandwiches and cakes. haha. ok. i tink i basically slack again. actually i've been slacking this few days...

than sun. did not went for zhangs lesson. cos i never got a chance to practice. so wat if i go for lesson i will be chased hme. haha. than basically studying. oh ya. and i got my swim test. it was...omg....at least. i passed. phew. close shave. haha. than hme. study. chionging chem. than must go grand ma hse. i heard my grandma health condition not as gd as b4. i am sme how. feeling lost. i will cherish my time with her.

mon- a day. haha. erm. i tink i forget wat i do le...basically. shd be quite normal bah. but i noe i got a clashes of events. mid autum meeting with my last music tehc lesson.chem common test was potspone. recieved math common test. ok i will start frm math common test. i was telling mr teo. i HATE EUU. all the time. i wana cry lor. euu noe. i am short of one mark. oni 1 mark. to full marks. moreva. it is not tat i have careless mistake tis time round. but is smeting that i DUNO. and is reali DUNO. ok... errr. i wan cry!!! haha llol. than when mr teo call my name to take the paper. he still purposely laugh at mi. hate him hate him. hmph. haiz. it is reali not easy to get full marks. than chem test got post pone. i was smehow relieved. cos i wasn't well prepared. than my clashes of events. i finally finish my music ech stuffs. and it simply ended. yea. gone to see mdm yong. and lalalala. do sutffs. rushed for syco. than back hme. rushed mid autum thingy.

tues- oh which is today... than skol. aces day. than eng sian. than science personality test. i felt it quite true. than recess. guess wat. today my turn doin attendance. arh. sme pple played the passing ball. than hit my head. arh. pain. hpe i dun get more blur. than back to class. math. sian diao. than miss chua wana see mi. tell her. i dun wan join yeah. and now. i am out of it. i so happy. than mdm yong wana look for mi. wan mi pass the proposal to sec1s too. running around the skol. lyk stupid freaks. than back to class. hate it. got speed test. the whole class was waiting for mi. just to do the test. cnnt imagine y i still run back class. haha. than than eat sweet while doin the test. than art. arh. sian. i actually reali reali hate art. i will never ever gona take art after tis year. than ppr back. hhmm. no comments. than stay back. prefect meeting. than lyk tat lor. i recieved my understudies. and yea. i tink my understudies not bad. haha. lol. than. cya. bb. holidae!!! hpe so. but i dun feel so leh. lyk alot of hmewk.

Friday, August 25, 2006 { 8:03 PM }

oooh.. hmm. i start updating frm my frisbee thingy.. frisbee. kinda of reali fun. 2d was supporting 2b. so in return 2b supported 2d too... sme fouls i saw. bu refree didn;t so forget it. no arguing. cos the refrees desicion is final. so.. ok lor. haha. is oni a game. than follow by. 2d got and argument with 2b. i was actualli quite scared. cos 2b and 2d suppose to be playin happily together.. haha. and is resolve. two classes still gd fren. than 2d won. got in to final s with 2a. congrats 2d euu guys won the champion. yea yea. congrats. 2b support euu all the way. 2b sadly got 4th place oni. but nvm. euu guys did well. seriously. euu have the team spirit. 3 cheers for ueself. haha. than we will have a celebration treated by aisyah at mac. so stay happy always. than happy all the way. cos 2d won the champion. haha. lol. after the mathc. ssc played with chers. looking at them play. while the play. 2b pple took the frisbee and enjoy themself at the other court. kind of...warmth to see 2b relaxing playing together. it had been quite sme time seeing them with that stress face. haiz... stay happy always pple.

yesterday. all as normal. went sp. 2b settled first. supposingly to be able to choose the bus we want. but unfortunately. we couldn't and oso duno y. thru out the journey. i enjoyed myself by singing twinkle twinkle little star. i find it nice... than reach there. the tok. i want to slp!!! ok... respect. so never slp lor. than treasure hunt. eric our cheif hunter. basically the boys in my grp. wants to run!!! run and run and run. so tired. y must sp be so big. euu noe according to the map, we basically ran the distance frm dover mrt station to buona vista mrt station. while running, there is even mosquito. arh. y tis few days so many mosquitoe!!! than got the answer. ran back. basically we are lyk the top few grps hu reached first. oni the top ten will than win the prize. we actualli heard of fast food vouchers. so whole class will eat mac for free. but hu noes. it is oni for the champs.. ok lor. nvm. at least we tried our best. ad we got in the top ten. three cheers. haha. happy. sadly. 2e got pple go missing. so sme of 2e pple took our bus back. 2bians are lyk choir. sme of them could not tolerate their lyrics and broke into tears. sorry than. but tats us la. tired. than rushed to sy....enjoyed sia. zhang rawks. she treated us to eat da chang jin for dinner. basically is a korean resturant oop sch. those pple there were korean. i was simply so full. the food was nice. atmosphere was just all the da chang jin song. i enjoyed myself!!! btw, i saw my ppr. sadly... if i got to put it into l1r5. i got lyk oni 16 pts. wails. i dun care. i goin to work hard!!!but is lyk 1 years away la. hmmm.

today...busy sia. go skol damn early to do hw. ccnnt finish seh. than must assemble le. heard mr kat look for mi. see him. after that. izzaty looking for mi. see her. than must advertise the helpin hands thingy. seriously, i was actually nervous. the thing was quite long. a page long. i got to say it. and is lyk last minute. ok lor. just do it. and hack care. that is the oni things i can thought of. than listen to briefing. than soft ball. played with the guys...they are violent!!! omg. reali violent. but fun. they bat with alot of styles. i never drip a single of sweat at all. haha. than back to class. yea. no eng. relief. i so happy. so do the helping hands poster. is done. finally done. THKS AISYAH and ALYSSA...than. recess time. haha. hmmm.. haha. ok. i rush the math hw. than mr kat came in to our class. "Punished" us ffor being noisy yesterday and make pple cry. so 3/4 of the students "detention" no recess. haha. mr kat euu rox!!! no recess. yea. luv ur detention sia. all of us was lyk rushing lyk mad. and guess wat. after recess. angela came to mi and tell mi. ' mr tan told mi that can mon than hand in the hw' she told mi not to tell other pple. but i cnnt tolerate. so i shouted wah lao... she coverded my mouth. but i struggle to say. and she let mi say finally. the whole class was oso lyk wah lao lor. i noe euu are afraid that the class will not hand in punctually. but euu tink. next lesson chem. pple will not be listening. instead they will be doin their hw. next mon chem common test. i believe euu doesn't wan them to fail rite. so si intended to say... simply. i dun mind to have hw and projects. but plz plz. i reali can't cope for the time being when euu oso start a new chp at the same time. cos i got no timeto revise. it will not go into my head. i reali dun understand y are we rushing. euu keep telling us we are behind time. but i dun see any. ok shdn't tok abt tat. PW. yea. heard that our class was the better class while doing the pw. at least ourhard work are not paid off. haha. than it sharing. sianz. tired. thks pa crew for ur sweets and chocs.. oh ya. how can i forget tis... the joke of the day. a coconut doen't wan to pluck her teeth. haha. lol.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 { 2:21 PM }

hhhmm. today. i am here to post again. past few days.. not reali in the mod to post. even post. later pple angry. so sshh. is the best ting. haha today. go to skol. quite booring until the climax of the day happen!!!. whoa. hme econ practical exam today. nervous. i cnnt cook. it normally tastes yucky.but today. it almost tastes yucky. instead of tasting yucky. alot of pple lyks mine. whhooa. yea. i am happy. haha. thats not the climax. it was. DARYL. he used the tap beside mi. he simply open the tap. as in the tap cover accidentally. cos ha no paitence. so keep turn turn turn. and open!!! than whooosshh. all the water splash out. moreva is my direction. i was the 1st victim. kinda of fun instead. i luv it sia. haha. thanplaying with water. we treid to sop the water. but we cant. mi and aisyaah. ran to find mr lau. back again. the water was ssteaming hot. cos is under the hot side. whoa. so fun. yeayea. the hme econ rm flood. finally all back to normal. now i must rush to skol for frisbee tornament. all the best. tough i know i cnnt throw. haiz. haha. lol.

Friday, August 18, 2006 { 7:21 PM }

just a breakdown today. duno y. breakdown terribly. i am sorry to pple hu i reali treated badly. SRY GIN. THKS KWAI GA, THKS JANICE, THKS DANILLE. THKS MISS TAN. AND ALOT MORE. THKS FOR. JIE TING. AMALINA AND SYHAIRAH(2C) SYUHADA concern. i tink still got. sry if i forgotten.i got nth to say abt today. i simply cant do my math paper. y i breakdown. i reali duno. i simply lost control of myself. i cry scream shout happy. i duno ow am i controlling my emotions. i am just sick of myself. sick of it. sick of life. yea. i tink so. nvm i will be strong. for the sake for all my frens and pple hu care for mi. cos of euu. euu pple rox my world. i reali duno when am i goin to breakdown again. so plz leave mi as far as euu could. b4. i hurt anybody. sorry.

Thursday, August 17, 2006 { 9:10 PM }

kind of finish up my pw by myself. i am so happy. haha. i've succeed. nth much to say. thks haiqel for lending mi ur prefect badge today. euu rawks. haha. than erm sorry to pple that i've shouted today. simply i lost control of myself. i am lost. stress. ok. i got nth much to say. and ya. i still muzt write JANICE name on my blog. hm. JANICE. JANICE. JANICE is JANICE. ok. bb.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 { 7:59 PM }

today. went skol VERY EARLY. cos coconut want mi teach her math. i try my best. and i am tired the whole day. went for my 1st ssc duty. erm. quite blur. haha. than erm back for eng. feeling slpy and slpy than physic. arh. test. test everyday. wat kind of life is tis. tmr got 3 math test leh. hate tis. than recess. lost lost feel. haha. heard of one bad and one gd news. i have to tolerate sme pple till the end of the year. but gd news is. i can bomba her all at one time till she cnnt tolerate it. hahahaha. omg. i am so evil. but i lyk it. haha. than back to class. math. when than mr tan can learn NOT to be so punctual. haiz. not even a single sec of rest. than art. yea. my first art that got full marks. haha. draw lines oni. than disfigure sme frens face. so fun. i disfigured DANIAO's face. haha. than draw flowers. i GOT A DEAD flower. how to draw. arh. but he say must more complicated would be better. ok lor. than back to class. wait so long still got math ip. sianz. than it was lyk delayed for so long. and back hme i go. i FINISHED my COURSEWORK. euu noe. i finih.phew. i so happy. happy lyk crazy. haha. ok. i wana go le. bb pple. haa.

Monday, August 14, 2006 { 8:16 PM }

today. went to skol. with a damn sian look. than lit lesson. kinda of stress up. cos got lit common test. how on earth am i going to score when i dun reali understand the excerpts. ok than eng lesson. hear complains here and there again. hist. kinda of wasted 20 mins. so didn't dare to ask for recess. which caused me hungry thru out the day!!! than recess. begging haiqel let mi go eat. he so firm and say no. saddies. haiz. than it rains mah. so both of us thought of letting the students go back to class immediately. than when we proceed to the parade square. kind of lyk.whoa. they are sitting. ok. than we watch show lor. haha. than send pple back realised mr siah still not there. went find him. he ask mi to wait for him outside staff room. kinda of scared. did i do anything wrong??ohya. b4 that. i receive a very gd news. i was damn happy. but not convinent too post. haha. than thks haiqel for accompanying mi waiting for mr siah. i was lyk tinking. he skip class sia. no t scared kena scolded. and i got scolded for saying those stuffs. haiz. anyway i still must thks him mah. than mee finish le. finding where my class. they mitiing mdm lee. haiz. sad. than mtl. moody. ya. for sme reason. till now. i still tink.no hope means no hope. no matter how hard i try is stiill lyk tat. face the fact. I AM NOT GOING TO DROP ANY TEARS FOR THIS!!! than math. sian. mr tan always so punctual. than so sian la. than common test period. i finish my last question with myself wanting to slp oredi. when i finished the paper. immediately i slp. until cher say collect paper. i still slping. than went for the survey. which i tink i was all the time decieving myself. since that is so. wats the point of doin it. haiz...than rush to eat. i got a heavy lunch.tym to go on diet. hmm. than music tech lesson. than hme. gtg.

oh ya. i forget. JANICE. JANICE ok i got nth to say abt her. but she wan mi to blog abt her. janice is a smart gal. she scores well. but she is pessimistic. so worry of studiies. always stresses mi. haha. still got 2 more post must post her. no choice. perservere. and post lor.haha.

Sunday, August 13, 2006 { 8:30 PM }

today. a tired day again. woke up early to zhangs lesson. kinda of never practice. so recieve sme nags. she bought mi a dress. which suppose to cost 100++ but she bought it at 29 oni. she is reali gd at finding offer stuffs. haha. than went back hem. trying to rush sme hme econ coursework. than went to botanical garden for syco. i got lost in the botanical garden. i cant find my way to the symphony lake, and i am late. wiith zhi wen yuan yang rachel. kinda of embarassed. haha. than tere. my job. t give out the balloons. eh. is bascally of an exchange of a baloon for a smile on the kid. haha. tired. but fun. than after that. no more time to delay. get back hme. rush all my stuffs. i got lit to study. so let it be short. haha.

Saturday, August 12, 2006 { 7:05 PM }

tired day. woke up early went for swimming instead of ssc. feel kinda of guilty. i'm not at fault. haha. lol. nvm. erm than follow by piano lesson. than the duno wat high tea session. ok. kinda of tired cos still got lit to study. mon common test. than coursework tues hand in. tmr morning got ruan lesson not yet practice. arh and tmr goin botanical garden to help duno sco wat stuffs at lyk 4.30. stress. lol. erm sme how the high tea session today was seriously boring. i saw the recarination of albert einstein. haha lol. than i practically ever listen to th stuffs. after that. went on eatin. haha. the food was not bad. erm than ya. jojo eats alot. than actually i lyk the canon in d played by them. is quite pop. haha. than zhng lao shi gd fren ding lao shi was there. than ya. sme how bored and tired. not free to watch fireworks. saddies. nvm i've watch the italy wan on last sat. ITALY RAWKS!! ITALY WON THE CHAMPIONS! ok. i shdn't tok abt it. is lyk quite long ago le. gtg. bb.

Friday, August 11, 2006 { 5:51 PM }

1yo. today. went to skol without my loud healer. feeling kinda of weird. pple will be wondering wat loud healer. is just the typical hollow coconut. no one making noise at my ear. no one screaming. actually it peace the the tone in 2b. i tink. kuku head. get well soon. ok. i started sitting at the locker. for i tink 10 to 15 mins. oni. and i got 15 mosquitoes bites!!! is itchy. y the mosquitoe dun bite other pple. ok. yes it does. i bit syahirah too. erm but oni 2 for her. and i got lyk 15. more than 7 times. arh. ok. softball. erm. mr siah not here today. the sec5s got to give way to us by oni useing 1/2 the football field. kinda of pity them. than eng lesson. hear loads of complains frm my left and right. smehow i tink true. and i noe my eng sucks utterly. ok nvm. than recess. busy studying chem. there is lyk test rite after. releasing pple late. then heard complains of certain pple again. is bored to hear the same ol pple being complained. can she stop being so annoying. be smeone which no one will complained. orelse euu might as well quit. as simple as tat. fine. i dun feel lyk getting angry. than chem lesson. i hear frm benny. he said postpone test till next week. than he all of a sudden say. in 5 mins time the test will start. arh. hate him. i did not reali study well. cos i basically forgotten that there is a test. ok. than pw. kinda of boring. and messy. dun even noe wat ind of subject is tis. my hatest subject of the year. ya. i tink so. and all of a sudden. eugene just came to mi and say. euu have to collect the chinese ws. i never even bring mine and euu ask mi to collect. omg. i am so blur or once again. ok. i noe not once. but i tink is once. than i basciacally ran back hme. grab my ws bring to skol. and hand in. pphew. got in time. i brought math ws instead. cos it was today hand in chinese. next week hand in math. and i thought he other way. ok i am just careleess for once. than while i was collecting the papers. i am sorry to drop sme of my friends ws unknowingly. i am careless for once only. than . erm kpvc time. whoa. actually for sme time. i tink kpvc reali rox. we must be bond together. ok next week. is set. we are going to get the training to be bonding activities. so cool. and thks goodness. miss tan euu rawks. for allowing us to remake our jersy for kpve. and CHANGE our kpvc logo. cos is ugly. which is lyk created by tian jun. haiz. too bad tian jun. haha lol. yea. and i tink i got to end here. rushing my hme econ coursework in progress. must be handed up by nxet week. oh ya. last but not least. KPVC RAWKS!!!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 { 9:09 PM }

today. woke up late. but still took nap again.haha. finished 3/4 of my hw. hpe no need to rush. watching the ndp. simply trying to look out for kranjians. but is lyk. timny winy. yes aisyah. i saw the sjab contigent. but the face are so tiny winy. can't find anybody. haha. than reading sme kpvc pple blog. erm. i knew that there is a lecture yesterday. i heard sme. but not in detail. after reading. different ppple. look it at a different pt of view. erm. actuali till now. i still tinks is ok to take bad pics. gd or bad. we coule oni get the photographer itself to determine. if the photographer itself wanted suach a quality of photo. and he or she mange to get it. he or she can give themselves a 100 marks. but if. they wanted a bad pic. but they took a seriously good wan. i will give them a 0 mark. proabably i have no rights o say anything. as i am not on duty. i got lectured for not having any initiative. ok. i admit. that may be my fault. but euu can never expect a person to be perfect. euu can aim euu can dream euu can hope to be perfectionist. but euu will not be one. face the fact. face the reality. by scolding a person for getting a bad picture. euu are discouragin the person. the person is losing is courage to shoot pics. i understand. cos i was one. i took bad pics. got scolded. and i didn't wanted to snatch for duty. cos i noe i will result with bad pics. i want to learn. but euu discourage mi frm learning. just for the sake of ur JUNIORS. let them try. stop discouraging them. proabably euu do not know that euu are discouraging them. but now. we let euu know. help them. critque. tell them the mistake. and not critsize with the addition of ur own comment. is heartaching. by right i wanted to tok back and say. there is no more thing as junior and senior. we rae all equal. so y are euu still abusing ur authority. ok. i know the club is gona to fall soon. euu wan to know the cause of the reason?? the fault lies on every single individual. all of us. including myself. we are not systematic. we are last minute. we have not enuf practice. y are we lyk this?? we ar elast minute cos we are not systematic. we are not sytematic cos we hadn't settled ourselves we proper stuffs. y aren'we setttled properly. cos we have our helpful seniors wanted to interfere. in another words. TEMPORARILY when we are still not comfortabe with suffs yet. euu guys are not welcome. i know the words are hurting. but that is oso how we feel when euu are lecturing us for bad pics. y we didn't have enuf practice. for mi oni. cos i lose confidence. now euu are suppose to be gone. i want to get my confidence back. cos i noe no one will critsizes mi lyk tat. i know my peers will tell mi my mistake and not critisize. euu understand. i know is hurting. back i tink it will be good if euu sacrifice ur self for smetime. no to be so helpful and bossy for smetime. i know euu will tell mi tat. euu had oredi sacrifice ur time. euu friends are studying for o levels at hme and euu are here. y are euu here. euu came urself. nobody requests euu to be here. now euu sacrfice urself to be hurt. i tink is always better for oni 1 person to be hurt than the entire of ur juniors to be hurt. euu understand. i hpe euu do. euu see other cca. they are so united as one. they are working as one. y isn't kpvc lyk tat?? y they can't?? everybody shd sacrifice a little and do their part. than we can strive for better results and work iun harmony.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 { 1:03 PM }

today was a seriously bad day for mi la. i flop my song lor. a serious terrible flop.until when mdm yong came to ask mi if i can perform on 9 sept. and ttell mi she prefer the coa wan and wan mi to start practicing frm now. even she oso tinks that i did not practice tats y ended up lyk tat. ok. i dun blame her. and i cried. ok. nvm. it shall cme to an end.it was true that it was a bad wan. nvm. is over. i will try harder next time. lol. than there we goes for ssc. it was watching the acers day dance thingy. went there. watch those stuffs. it was repeating all the time. haiz. haha. lol. than is over. went to eat lunch with coco. saw alot pple. than came hme. pvc pple came my hse. having sme still life training. i have a question. but i forgotten wat i wan to ask. arh. k. i shall go off. i have piano lesson afterwards. haiz.

Friday, August 04, 2006 { 7:45 PM }

temporarily hor. i so unlucky sia. first mi physic test very bad. than noeing sme unhappy facts. than mi hse kena fire.not mi hse la. is mi blk. than mi lost my key. arh!!! ok nvm. i shd alwauys look at the brighter side.anyway. happy bdae SK!!! haha. than. back to skol. life as normal. just sme bei jing pple around the skol. i lost my key leh. pple. huever saw mi key. return tankq. haha. lol. no time to elaborate. bb.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006 { 5:01 PM }

today. went to skol. beijing pple coming. it was treated seriously by the chers in skol. which i duno y. but nvm la. show sme respect lor. haha. lol. than quite messy. duno y. it seems lyk my life in the morning is always messy. than irp for quite long. than my class boys was lyk down there. where is the bejing roasted duck. wat the. haiz. haha. nvm. one period gone. stdy stdy. recess. stdy stdy. haiz. lifes same. haha. lol. than stay back in skol. for icm. pw. andfun laughter peace and joy. finally today i understand why is lyk all class having fights. i oso undderstand that hu are the pple hu have comment on mi. and sorry if i have misunderstood sme of euu.

after listening. i was there with yvonne on 2a jie ting on 2c haiqel on 2e a...din on 2g myself for 2b. haha. idividual. nth between us. but we fought as class. hm. actually i tinks that there is nth we shd fought for. btw. i am speaking in my OWN perspective of view. speaking nicely. didn't want to pick up any fight. so dun misunderstood. and i hope no offence. actually. at in the first place. no one are rite and no one are wrong. so no point being so agitated. it SHD BE(which means not clear) pple hu are oredi emotionally affected. went be abit impusive. and the other side pple wasn't happy with the impulsivness. and the war starts. there is nth to comment for. but it is lyk tat. we can't change the fact. so no one was rite and no one was wrong. we can't be continuing stuffs lyk tat. cos probably we wld be in the same class nexxt year. there is nth we can do.

i HOPE no one will misunderstand wat i am trying to say. cos i dun wan the history to repeat again. and i hope everybody would understand each other better. and i am sincerely SORRY to pple hu i had misunderstood las time.